Like I said before they wont punish you and since tinman gives you another change I know she will aswell. from what I have seen they have a close bond togheter.
<just relax. it pretty logical that she reacts this way with the memories. just give it some time and stay like you are now. she will see soon eneugh you dont mean any wrong to her>
kex is something wrong. you look kinda confused.
<annanagram. you cant chance what happend. but you can let her see that you arent like that. and becomes friends with her.>
I don't know! I don't know anything! I feel - I feel brainwashed, is that the word? My head seems to be so empty *holds her face with her hands* and only horrible things remained *closes eyes*