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Kex · Post by **Kex** » 13-11-2005 17:09

I - have to talk to her - I want to know - I want to know what was wrong - of what I said!

jooly · Post by **jooly** » 13-11-2005 17:12

<----Archangelica

Shh, calm down. Do you remember what you said to her that upset her? Then I can ask her and neither of you will need to get excited about it. Okay? I can be a go between.

Kex · Post by **Kex** » 13-11-2005 17:18

*thinks about it* I - I told her - *doesn't remember very well* - basically - how much love - I felt for her - and about these experiences - during the last day - and - and I was asking her - if she would share - this pleasure - with me - and someone else - I asked her - if she'd do that with me - or not - that's all!

jooly · Post by **jooly** » 13-11-2005 17:22

<----Archangelica

Oh, I see. I'm not surprised she got upset. I'll go and ask her anyway.

*thinking* This is a bit delicate...

*goes to lilith*

Lilith? I have a message from Kex.

Kex · Post by **Kex** » 13-11-2005 17:23

Not surprised? *thinks* Oh no! I broke a rule! A taboo! *cries again*

*lilith* · Post by ***lilith*** » 13-11-2005 17:24

*glares at angelica*

I don't want to hear it.

jooly · Post by **jooly** » 13-11-2005 17:25

<----Archangelica

Don't be childish. She wants to know what upset you so much you had to leave.

*lilith* · Post by ***lilith*** » 13-11-2005 17:28

*laughs wildly*

What upset me? She thought she could use me, practice on me, and it'd be okay with me? *starts to cry again*

Kex · Post by **Kex** » 13-11-2005 17:30

*cries, wishing she could make everything unsaid*

jooly · Post by **jooly** » 13-11-2005 17:34

<---Archangelica

Lilith, I know you feel betrayed. But I really don't think Kex meant it like that. Maybe she just wanted to... extend your relationship? Include another person - not replace you? Some people do, and they have a fantastic time. Maybe Kex just didn't understand that it's not for everyone.

*looks at lilith, who's still crying*

Anyway, i shouldn't put words into her mouth. I'll tell her what you said.

*closes the door and returns to Kex*

Hey, don't cry! We can sort this out.

Kex · Post by **Kex** » 13-11-2005 17:35

What - what did I do wrong?

jooly · Post by **jooly** » 13-11-2005 17:38

<---Archangelica

*strokes kex's hair*

You didn't do anything wrong, I think maybe you just misjudged. Lilith didn't understand that you wanted to include someone else and still be with her - she thought you were practising on her so you could... please someone else better. Some people can't conceive of a relationship of more than two people, I guess that's why she misunderstood. So I'm sure you can understand why she felt hurt.

Kex · Post by **Kex** » 13-11-2005 17:40

But - but - I feel - I feel so much love - for both of them - is that wrong? I just thought - if the two I love - could love each other, too - you know - we would - multiply - all the pleasure - and the good things - you know? I really didn't - mean to hurt her - really!

jooly · Post by **jooly** » 13-11-2005 17:44

<----Archangelica

I understand that, Kex, I really do. It might be a challenge to get Lilith to understand, though. And Giggle - I am right? - too.

There's nothing wrong with the way you feel, but some people feel very strongly that it's only possible to love one person at a time. Maybe that's how Lilith feels. She's very young, and she hasn't really had the time to figure these things out for herself.

*lilith* · Post by ***lilith*** » 13-11-2005 17:45

*feels confused*

*wonders who the other person is*

*feels fairly sure now it's not Angelica*