*watches again and again* There is noone else - this crap just starts without any obvious reason - it revives me? *notices how long the sparkling lasts* Wait - I thought it's getting shorter every time! *to Natalie* You know, the first time, this electric attack lasted very long - it was horrible! But - it seemed to become shorter every time it happens - *thinks about it*
Oh no - it just takes longer for me to awake! *shivers* I'm just too worn out - 2 or 3 more times, and I will never awake anymore! *blanches*
*stares at Natalie* I'm constantly dying and being revived for weeks already - and nobody ever NOTICED!
*remembers something* Giggle - she once was standing NEXT to me when it happened - and she can see in the dark - she must have noticed - *deeply shocked* She just didn't care! *looks at Natalie* It never - hit me that hard before - how - how needless - and dispensable - I am -